Tell me why I’ve lost 16 lbs
(: I’m half asleep. I need to go to bed earlier. Work till one, tan, mintons, home, nap, shower, begin the night(:
Its sad when
3am is an early night. I didn’t wanna leave. :(
this new job
is one more positive thing in my life(:
Five am and I Just got home..again. My mind is racing. Like a little school girl. Me, sol, Rachael, and Casey. Chilling, riding, singing. Alllll night. Were going to start a band. All vocal. Its gonna be beautiful. I have a beautiful feeling about a few things(:
Tonight should be a good night.(:
Josh and Jordan farmers mom is having a heart attack. Its their birthday. Keep her and her family in your prayers.
I cant explain
How freaking happy this boy is making me. Please, don’t let him end up like the rest.
I had a dream about you today. It didn’t make me miss you. It showed you at your worst. It told me to move on. I DONT CARE.
I slept late. I feel like I lost half of my day. :( I stayed up till 4 am sitting at the spillway. We talked about everything under the sun. (: I have butterflies like a little girl!(: Lets see where this goes? Today I’m cleaning my car, inside and out. Woo!
Today, I’m going to the gym Locating my old apron Getting my hair done Putting away some clothes And going out to eat with miss Cassidy (: If I wake up everyday with goals, I am so excited to be alive. My foot stopped hurting yesterday. Now it does again. :(
One week sober
From everything. (: Job interview at four. Hung out with someone awesome. Going to the connection. Amazing tattoo. Clean room. Friends. Everything is perfect(:
I feeeeel good nanana
When did you guys become the ones to take rumors and run with them? Apparently my side means nothing. I am looking forward to my new life.
All good things come to an end. Its time to grow up and face reality. Despite everything, I am happy.
(: I will live by my last post.
This is me.
This is me starting over. This is me being the person I wanted to grow into. This is me not living to get fucked up. This is me seeing clearly. This is me not letting a boy ruin me. This is me not being ashamed. This is me not hiding things. This is me being proud. This is me doing the things I love. This is me having a friendship with my mother. This is me fixing myself. THIS IS ME...
i honest to God give up. phillip told me it was okay to let yall choose. he told me he didn’t care. cause he was getting new friends anyway. so i told TWO people. my BEST friends. the only ones i truley NEED. the ones who i shouldn’t even be having this problem with. and now he is upset. now he hates me. i give up. this is it. i don’t want friends anymore. i just want...
it didn’t have to be like this.
was so amazing. i love hanging out with new people (:
everytime “well, were with phillip” is said. i get a stab in my heart. it makes the break up hurt, and i don’t know why. maybe because i want to be there.
i think its funny
that every single time you want to do something but someone doesn’t want you to do it, you try to get people mad about it.
i want to clean
and eeeeeeeeeeeeep :)
i am having an amazing night(: SUCKIT.
16826.) you don't even know i exist, yet i'm...
(via blogsecret) i think thats creepy, honestly. if they don’t know you exist then you don’t know enough about them to “be in love” with them. and if you do then you have exceeded stalker status. just sayin ;D
okay, seriously. guy one- i haven’t seen you in years. please stop blowing up my phone saying you miss me and can’t wait to see me. guy two- i never talked to you in class. you’re gross. stop asking me to the movies. guy three- we’re friends. i’m not going to date you again. guy four- you’re not the soldier i was talking about. guy five- i want my shit from...
i'm getting ready
to go to rayrays<33
summerissouth: whene people date for a short period of time and are all like “omg i lyke luv u so0o much n i wanna be wit u 4ever, sex wit u is s0oo beautiful” and then they break up and the guy is all like “i nvr luved u stupid wh0re, g0 di3. i just wanted ur vag” and the girl is all like “nooo000o my life is ovr evn tho we only dated 4 lyke 2 months. u w3r3 the best everR, i’ll always luv u,...
are cute (:
chick so bad, the whole crew wanna bone her. ;D
ohhh, single life. how i missed you :) boys that are friends and hanging out yet both texting me trying to spit game. its not gonna work ;p
you know what?
yeah, this hurts now. it hurts really bad. but i was born single. i was raised single. i was single thru middle school. i was single thru most of highschool. why should i think i can’t live single? i have my mom and my brother. i have my girls and i have my guys. thats all i need. i’m tired of you hurting me. i’m tired of my eyes burning from crying too much ever...
why would you want to feel this?
me and my boyfriend
have the weirdest relationship, ever. me-all these random black guys keep messaging me on myspace. him- all you have to do is open your legs and you get sex! me- is that okay? him- mhm. me- really? you want me to have sex with a black guy whose dick is probably bigger than yours? him- *sad face* if you really want to.. :( i really can’t be this weird with anyone else. :)
I just know everything is going to go horrible...
javachipfrapp: :/ NO BAD. remember, we don’t say that.
there’s a knife in my chest. and a haze in my eyes. and my fingertips are numb. yay